Near to you

it was so cold inside my room that i had to wake up and turn off the electric fan.

i opened my laptop and looked at the time. it was five in the morning and i realized that i just had three hours of sleep. a tiring day necessitates a long night sleep but i deferred the beckoning of my bed.

a sad song entitled "near to you" was playing on the background in loop. i don't know exactly why i love to hear this song up until i thought of him.

i miss his smile, his eyes, his touches, his gestures, his laughter, his expressions, the way he talks, the way he pinches my nose, the way he rests in my chest, his kisses. more than willing, i can run a long list here, but by and large, i miss everything about him.

i shut my laptop down, and then returned to sleeping in the hope to forget him when i wake up.



9 comments:

otep said...
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ayt. bakit him?

hehehehe joke lang.

batopik said...
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think of negative things about him :D

Jag said...
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Just take a deep slumber jijiji...

Thanks for the visit!

hermicabato said...
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haha i used to have one of those nights

kulizzap said...
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Ganun talaga.

Lasapin mo lamang ang mga magagandang nangyari sa inyo.At kung tunay ang iyong pagmamahal, wala kang panghihinayangan- dahil ibinigay mo ito ng kusa.

Magbabalik siya kung ikaw pa rin ang hinahanap niya, pero kung hindi naman- baka may nakalaang bagong pag-ibig- sisibol muli para sa iyong naghahanap na puso.

O ayan, Pilipinong wika ang aking ginamit dahil mas nararamdaman ko ang aking damdamin.

Salamat Utoy sa pagdalaw mo sa aking bahay kubo.

jesuspaez74 said...
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may nag-isip na naman kay kulizap

modernonglapis said...
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may mga ganito din akong moments, hindi na ako nakakatulog pagkatapos.

ang ganda at lalim naman ng kumento ni J.kulisap, sumasang-ayon ako sa kanyang sinabi:)

um, teka, nacurious din ako. bakit him?hehe:D

Lee said...
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sigh, ganun yata talaga pag tinamaan argh!
kung pwede ngalang itulog at pag gising mo wala na sya sa isip mo e di sana wala ng nasasaktan...
yan ang kapangyarihan ng LOVE!

Vladimir Buendia said...
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@otep - yun ang uso ngayon. hindi ka pa updated? :P joke.

@batopik - i will try. but the problem is, there is nothing negative about him. :(

@jag - right. sleeping is a good pain killer.

@hermicabato - wow. we shared the same despair pala.

@kulizzap - maraming salamat sa munting payo. nasa punto pa lang ako ng paglimot. darating din ang lahat sa tamang lugar, at oras.

@jesuspaez74 - hi, jesus. :) maraming salamat sa pagdaan.

@modernonglapis - marami talagang bagay na mas nakakatakot pa sa mga bangungot (halimbawa: pagkawala ng iyong minamahal, pagkabigo, etc.). sumang-ayon din ako kay kulizzap.

him kasi lalaki siya, at lalaki ako. go figure. haha.

@lee - may mga kasagutang nasusumpungan sa pagtulog at paggising. ngunit, mas marami pa ring bagay ang nangangailangan ng pagtanggap.



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